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style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and i always come back late .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but its not like as if i want to right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got stuff to do .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got people to impress .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got duties to perform .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got positions i wna strive for .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and if i dont do these staying back thingys , </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant get what i want .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its like ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i know my studies are like only for when im in sku .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im like..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i think ive studied enough ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and i dont mind tuition la .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but at this point of time .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">theres NO time !</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i mean .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">we can MAKE time .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">idontknow la !</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">idontknow what to prioritize .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im just fcking doing what people tell me ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and you know what ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you know why i like to play com at night ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">cuz its the only thing that sets my mind free .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its the only thing that makes me forget all my tiredness .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">cuz ive got friends that make me feel better .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys just..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys are not helping .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys dont know what im doing .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not staying back for fun .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not going out with people idk .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not going out to lepak or whatever shit you guys think .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you know that in th previous dance ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i wanted to perform so much .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but i didnt get th chance .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">maybe i didnt do my best .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">maybe i wasnt up to their expectations .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and nows my chance .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">AYG .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i wna perform .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its a great opportunity for me .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">for th training days ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant do fvcking anything right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant expect them all to change th days cuz of me right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and , duh , it wasnt me who..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">haiz .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">alright then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i think this songs' PERFECT for you both .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">will you ever understand ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i hope so .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">whatever it is , i still love you both .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i know you want the best for me .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i want the best for myself too .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but lets compromise kays ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant be listening to you always .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and you cant be letting me do what i want always .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">anyways ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">thanks <span style="color:#ffff33;">mom </span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">thanks <span style="color:#ffff33;">dad </span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">(:</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect - Simple Plan </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Hey Dad look at me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Think back and talk to me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Did I grow up according to plan? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Do you think I'm wasting</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">My time doing things </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I wanna do? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">But it hurts when you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Disapprove all along</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And now I try hard to make it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I just want to make you proud</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;">I'm never gonna be good </span><span style="font-family:Verdana;">enough for you</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't pretend that im alright</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And you can't change me</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I try not to think</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">About the pain I feel inside</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Did you know you used to be</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">My hero? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">All the days</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">You spent with me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now seem so far away</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;">And it feels like you don't c</span><span style="font-family:Verdana;">are anymore</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And now I try hard to make it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I just want to make you proud</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm never gonna be good</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Enough for you </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't stand another fight</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And nothing' alright</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it al</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">lNothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing's gonna change</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">The things that you said</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing's gonna make this</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Right again</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Please don't turn your back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't believe it's hard</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Just to talk to you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">But you don't understand</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">alrights then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">i should be going .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">goodbye .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">hopefully when i wake up tml .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">it will all get better .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">(:</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span 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/><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">okay , like seriously .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im stressed .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">my head is gonna pecah soon .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its like , everyday's such a busy day .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and i always come back late .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but its not like as if i want to right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got stuff to do .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got people to impress .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got duties to perform .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">ive got positions i wna strive for .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and if i dont do these staying back thingys , </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant get what i want .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its like ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i know my studies are like only for when im in sku .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im like..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i think ive studied enough ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and i dont mind tuition la .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but at this point of time .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">theres NO time !</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i mean .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">we can MAKE time .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">idontknow la !</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">idontknow what to prioritize .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im just fcking doing what people tell me ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and you know what ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you know why i like to play com at night ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">cuz its the only thing that sets my mind free .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its the only thing that makes me forget all my tiredness .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">cuz ive got friends that make me feel better .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys just..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys are not helping .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you guys dont know what im doing .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not staying back for fun .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not going out with people idk .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">im not going out to lepak or whatever shit you guys think .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">you know that in th previous dance ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i wanted to perform so much .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but i didnt get th chance .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">maybe i didnt do my best .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">maybe i wasnt up to their expectations .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and nows my chance .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">AYG .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i wna perform .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">its a great opportunity for me .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">for th training days ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant do fvcking anything right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant expect them all to change th days cuz of me right ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and , duh , it wasnt me who..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">haiz .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">alright then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i think this songs' PERFECT for you both .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">will you ever understand ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i hope so .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">whatever it is , i still love you both .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i know you want the best for me .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i want the best for myself too .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">but lets compromise kays ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">i cant be listening to you always .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">and you cant be letting me do what i want always .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">anyways ,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">thanks <span style="color:#ffff33;">mom </span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">thanks <span style="color:#ffff33;">dad </span>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ff0000;">(:</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect - Simple Plan </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Hey Dad look at me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Think back and talk to me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Did I grow up according to plan? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Do you think I'm wasting</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">My time doing things </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I wanna do? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">But it hurts when you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Disapprove all along</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And now I try hard to make it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I just want to make you proud</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;">I'm never gonna be good </span><span style="font-family:Verdana;">enough for you</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't pretend that im alright</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And you can't change me</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I try not to think</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">About the pain I feel inside</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Did you know you used to be</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">My hero? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">All the days</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">You spent with me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now seem so far away</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;">And it feels like you don't c</span><span style="font-family:Verdana;">are anymore</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And now I try hard to make it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I just want to make you proud</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm never gonna be good</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Enough for you </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't stand another fight</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And nothing' alright</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it al</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">lNothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing's gonna change</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">The things that you said</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing's gonna make this</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Right again</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Please don't turn your back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't believe it's hard</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Just to talk to you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">But you don't understand</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">'Cuz we lost it all</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Nothing lasts forever</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Now it's just too late</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">And we can't go back</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">I can't be </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#009900;">Perfect</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">alrights then .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">i should be going .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">goodbye .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">hopefully when i wake up tml .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">it will all get better .</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#666666;">(:</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Leen :( its okay , im a-okay .</em></span><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> </div> <br> </div> </div> </td> </body> </html>